Weekly Review of 2/1/15- 2/7/15

You know I used to think I was okay. All my life I got A's and the occasional B in school, I've had friends, I've had fun at school, I've been good at things. But now I just suck. I haven't actually done homework in forever. Thanks to that it's the second quarter and I have D's and F's. So academically wise anyway, I suck. I mean I think I have a good personality. I have some friends. People like me. And I feel great when I don't have to worry about homework. And I actually like school. I actually like being there, I like learning there, I like walking through the halls, I like watching people laugh and smile and make their way through life. But then I come home and I have things to do, homework to do, that I don't want to do. I'd rather watch Netflix or dream. And so it's been a while now struggling with my homework life. I've finally come to conclusion that I'm incredibly lazy. Work, practice, learning is good for me. But for some reason I just wanna sit. But I can't do that anymore. I think I need a drive. A reason to keep going, pushing myself. So now I've got to find it; My Drive.